hu..hu..hu..hu.... results coming out this MONDAY! but guess what? i have declined to receive the results via email, of which will reach on monday. instead, i choose to wait for the traditional POS MALAYSIA! ahaha... hem, a way of helping pos malaysia? - they had to write off a big chunk of impairment loss in its investment, cutting major amounts of profits cuz fraud was found in one of its investing company... but despite that, their share price remains relatively stable... lol, by choosing to wait for the traditional post does not at all help them ^_^ the letter will come with or w/o the mail pun... tepape tah....
so my expectations for this upcoming results? uhuhu... takut la jugak nak ckp... sbb i was dissapointed with my high expectations TWICE! hemm.... masa CAT, siap expect a world prize winner. fikir2 mase tu, paling2 pun m'sian prize la. but basically, i had a minimal average marks that i had to get for each paper in order for my CAT fees to be waived. when results came, my marks seems promising. i got higher marks compared to the previous sitting's prize winner. but when the announcement came, it seemed that all winners were from pakistan.. huhuhu... only after quite sometime later i realised that my total marks were only 3 marks lower than the world bronze prize winner. so ONE mark IS precious after all - considering that i had a shortage of 3 marks for 5 papers... ada yg tanya did i not even manage to get the malaysian prize. tapi if i had gotten the prize, somebody must have at least informed me - despite the fact that i was in yemen at that time... hem. malaysia takde offer any joint prize winner utk CAT kot... only individual prize winners. entah.. hem, my CAT was waived though...
i did very much pray to Allah that He gives me only what i can afford, so yeah, the marks i got should have been the most marks that i could afford.. and yeah, AMONG the reasons (ada jugak yg lain yek ^_^ ) i badly wanted a world prize was to prove that muslims can do it. the fact that the prize was wiped of by all pakis made me feel happy lah jugak...
and oh, the second time i was dissapointed masa dapat results 2.1-2.4. ohoho. snanye badly dissapointed by 2.2 je, my law paper. i expected an 80 over marks, tapi dapat 73 je. my fren yg "lepen" je dalam class dpt 80. frust la jugak. but again, i know that Allah has given me only what i can afford... and yeah, alhamdulillah my 2.4 pass, the paper which i really almost lost hope in it (lepas keluar exam hall mcm nak nangis. tapi tak la). i got 69, which made me the highest scorer for this paper in college. alaah. setakat mcOrange. unknown to everybody. dpt 69 pun dpt highest mark. ehehhe...
oh yeah, back to the results thats coming out real soon. sbb die f7 and f8, die mcm lagi stress sket sbb lecturer die ms sheila n mr haneef. both of them are teaching professional papers jugak, so i have been seeing them for the past term. ms sheila asyik "pressure" me. and sblom exam f7 tanya punye la byk soalan kat mr haneef. skali pass sipi2 je. tak ke kesian tu? (apaper kes pun, insyaAllah pass. mesti pass!) huhuhuhu...... takpe2. tunggu je results yer. takde gune bising2 skarang...
anyways. all the best to me! only Allah knows what is best for me, and only He can give me what is best for me... insyaAllah...
so my expectations for this upcoming results? uhuhu... takut la jugak nak ckp... sbb i was dissapointed with my high expectations TWICE! hemm.... masa CAT, siap expect a world prize winner. fikir2 mase tu, paling2 pun m'sian prize la. but basically, i had a minimal average marks that i had to get for each paper in order for my CAT fees to be waived. when results came, my marks seems promising. i got higher marks compared to the previous sitting's prize winner. but when the announcement came, it seemed that all winners were from pakistan.. huhuhu... only after quite sometime later i realised that my total marks were only 3 marks lower than the world bronze prize winner. so ONE mark IS precious after all - considering that i had a shortage of 3 marks for 5 papers... ada yg tanya did i not even manage to get the malaysian prize. tapi if i had gotten the prize, somebody must have at least informed me - despite the fact that i was in yemen at that time... hem. malaysia takde offer any joint prize winner utk CAT kot... only individual prize winners. entah.. hem, my CAT was waived though...
i did very much pray to Allah that He gives me only what i can afford, so yeah, the marks i got should have been the most marks that i could afford.. and yeah, AMONG the reasons (ada jugak yg lain yek ^_^ ) i badly wanted a world prize was to prove that muslims can do it. the fact that the prize was wiped of by all pakis made me feel happy lah jugak...
and oh, the second time i was dissapointed masa dapat results 2.1-2.4. ohoho. snanye badly dissapointed by 2.2 je, my law paper. i expected an 80 over marks, tapi dapat 73 je. my fren yg "lepen" je dalam class dpt 80. frust la jugak. but again, i know that Allah has given me only what i can afford... and yeah, alhamdulillah my 2.4 pass, the paper which i really almost lost hope in it (lepas keluar exam hall mcm nak nangis. tapi tak la). i got 69, which made me the highest scorer for this paper in college. alaah. setakat mcOrange. unknown to everybody. dpt 69 pun dpt highest mark. ehehhe...
oh yeah, back to the results thats coming out real soon. sbb die f7 and f8, die mcm lagi stress sket sbb lecturer die ms sheila n mr haneef. both of them are teaching professional papers jugak, so i have been seeing them for the past term. ms sheila asyik "pressure" me. and sblom exam f7 tanya punye la byk soalan kat mr haneef. skali pass sipi2 je. tak ke kesian tu? (apaper kes pun, insyaAllah pass. mesti pass!) huhuhuhu...... takpe2. tunggu je results yer. takde gune bising2 skarang...
anyways. all the best to me! only Allah knows what is best for me, and only He can give me what is best for me... insyaAllah...
1 comment:
Salam!
Hahaha, I'd think waiting for the postman would make the nervousness multiply, no? ^^; I hated it when our semester results were posted to our home, but good thing they stopped doing that.
I believe high expectations are good. Even if you don't meet them, you know the expectations were high in the first place, which makes your results not that bad. XD You came really close with CAT too, that's awesome. :D (And yes, in exams, half a mark is everything, one word is everything, one nanosecond is everything! T-T )
I'll pray that the results will be great this time! ^_^ I'm sure they will.
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