something that i've noticed only recently

when i feel nervous: i laugh
when i'm being 'scolded' a.k.a kne sound: i laugh
when someone's furious at me: i laugh / stare at them blankly
(depending on who the person is)

huho. cemane nak jadi a "professional" ni??? nak graduate end of this year, tapi perangai still out of place. **blegh**

another thing:
if i aDMire@highly respect someone, i cant talk neutrally to them - then i end up giving the "sombong" impression. somehow when they want to start a convo, i give the 'i-dont-want-to-talk-to-you' answers. haisyo....


sometimes i feel so kampung-like. T_T