16 May 2009

proper post? it's been a while...

today. today. today. i started my day by going for a jog.

i know how stupid this will sound, but sometimes i'd wish i'd bump into old friends that i havent contacted for so long. or those whom i've met once for too short of a time to get to know them. or those whom i've worked with 'formally' but never get to know the other side of them. and for the not-so-frequent visits there, never once did i bump into anyone.

except for today. but. i didnt have the courage to come up to him. for many reasons. one: wasnt 100% sure that it was him. two: it was really awkward the last time we met and i kept on avoiding him by buat2 busy. so i couldnt find any reason to actually come up to him this time. three: KA's 'reminder' - dont talk to guys when you dont have the need to.

stupid right? wishing for something, and when ur wish is granted, you waste it. but it wasnt like i wished to bump into him specifically. and should it have been someone else, i would have acted differently. today was just really unexpected.


--the end--


**to iman: thanx for yesterday. now everytime i think about baby octopus, i remember u. cute and yummy =p**

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