i looked out to the world
too big
too influential
too tempting
too contaminated
the current, the wave - too fast
i knew i had to protect myself
a human so weak
a heart so fragile
so i started to build a wall

over the years i built and i built
the wall became so high
so hard
so solid
enough to keep me safe

but i was too concentrating on protecting
that i forgot to build a window
that i forgot to build a door
i was trapped inside

thank you my friends
for knocking hard enough on my wall
to make sure i hear those voices clear enough
vital, for me to understand the purpose you had upon entering
for climbing over that steep wall
for betting your lives
in jumping off that high wall

thank you my friends
because of your efforts
my window is now ready
i can now see the world more clearly
i now have better judgement
in what to take and what to leave
but most importantly
i am no longer alone inside

but
my door is still on its way
give me time
with your help and prayers
soon insyaAllah it will be ready

thank you all.