does it matter?
it is a fact that has never bothered me.
at all.
until a few days ago.
but does it really matter?
an answer that only He can give me.
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i really wonder. how do "normal" 20 year olds act like? i know i dont act like one, and dont really wish to act like one. but really, what is normal, and how normal is normal?
someone asked me about my age. i said :
"dua puluh"
"dua puluh berapa?"
"dua puluh"
"ye la, dua puluh berapa?"
"dua kosong"
"oh"
another colleague of mine still doesnt 'believe' that i'm 20. he goes like "sorry. i still do not believe you're 20. no matter what, u're still 25 to me"
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^^trying to stand out but fit in at the same time. trying to blend in, but still remain intact and safe.
sometimes you just feel safe at one spot, but you know it'll bring you nowhere in da'wa.
sometimes you're just on borderline, trying to make the best out of things.
and sometimes you'll just accidentally cross over and forget your whole reason of existance^^
sometimes you just feel safe at one spot, but you know it'll bring you nowhere in da'wa.
sometimes you're just on borderline, trying to make the best out of things.
and sometimes you'll just accidentally cross over and forget your whole reason of existance^^
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.: itik yang takde kena mengena, HeSheng Mansion :.-Nikon D90-
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