oh. ada ape dengan harini?

at 10 i was awoken. (yes, my sleeping hours is very much unlike urs. by 9 i'm usually asleep, and expect my bedroom lights to be on at 3 - though sadly i dont take the opportunity for qiam -_-)

and i was asked to help out with faxing over some documents. fax. yes. fax machine. can u imagine?

the machine has been sitting there for over 5 years, and now, just when i'm sound asleep, i was asked to help.

sometimes it just seem irrational, the type of help ppl actually ask for. wait, not just the type of help, the timing makes a hell lot of a difference.

i remember being asked to send someone i barely know to the KLIA airport, when i only met them for what? 2 times? and i remember making extreme requests to others, which i dont think i can ever forget for the rest of my life.

i guess zain bikha's song with the part "when i asked how can we share what's not enough? she said the heart of a muslim's filled with love" also applies the same. how can we help when we dont have the full ability? why would we help even when circumstances just dont support it? some people are just plain helpful, but why do some others still force themselves to help? no other answer, but it has to be because the heart of a muslim is filled with love.

and its unfair u see, when u dont help others. even if you want to be selfish to others, please dont be selfish to urself. all my life, i have learnt most during those times when i helped others. its a wonder how much u can learn from unexpected time amd places. so help others, u have the rights to learn.


~ding~ sy mintak maaf sbb tadi hesitate nak tolong. org tengah sedap tidur lah katakan....