what is there in these so called entertainment and enjoyment

so. its over at last. my annual dinner.

for weeks, my colleagues have been talking about what dress to wear, where to shop, what earrings to wear, can i borrow your handbag, necklace on sale for annual dinner, prizes for the lucky draw, makeover session at so and so's place and the list goes on and on and on and on.

my comment on the dinner? no comment.

somehow i just feel like crying now. i really do.