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what am i trying to prove? really?

intelligence? maturity? or plain luck?

it cant be those can it? coz thats not what i really have.

but i was told that its not about that altogether. it is about exploiting opportunities. it is about expanding minds. but most importantly it is about taking, for me to give even more.

i dont think i deserve it.
but am i too greedy if i insist on it?

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i am very worried
that i am busy building rooftops
when my support is out of place.
waaay out of place.
do i have enough self aspiration?
do i have enough time?

time is going too fast.
i need to stop.
think.
plan.

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