distant people

i've been thinking about these people lately. missing them, and wondering whether they still remember my name..

** met randomly, was once very close - but things happen and we lost touch for um, 8 months probably. one fine day, my hp suddenly rang n hey presto, it was him. although i'm eager that we meet again one day, i dont think i want it to be now

** we're classmates since small, but i think we simply forgot that we existed in the same class, because it wasnt until form 4 that we actually started to actually acknowledge each other. then it went to frequent msgs, calls, etc. ok, i admit that our friendship revolved around "gossips" but now looking back, i wished it had been more than that. now, w/o common gossips to talk about, it just seems that we (no, i) run out of ideas. or is it because she's tired of talking to me?

** eager that we meet again one day - but only in 4 years plus time maybe?

** met randomly. we had a lot in common, so we arranged hang outs often. but somehow, i never dared to question any personal stuff - because i knew she had a complicated one. when i was busy with exams and did not have time (or simply forgot) to call her up, she simply vanished. gone with the wind. o_O

** located very closely - but yet still very far. we barely know each other. 2 months of frequent see-each-other didnt work. i dunno why but i built a huge barrier between us since the day we met. i half regret it, n now i'm trying to bulldoze it down - but it's sooo hard!!

** known each other for a long time - knew each other's existance, but only recently clicked - by random. got real close for a very short time, and i thought we'd still click even if we dont continue seeing each other frequently. but i was tOtally wrong- and i dont think this one can be unwinded.

** taught me a lot - in all kinds of ways. missing the times together!!


i thank God that we had the chance to meet each other. although we may not see each other again, just know that ur presence in my life has made a lot of difference. thank you!