12 May 2008

or am i just giving EXCUSES to myself?

|| Ya Allah. ighfirli. janganlah tinggalkan aku sendirian. lalai dengan dunia. the only way muslims can rise again is by living as a muslim, bil jasad wa fil qalb. Ya Allah, protect me from the fitnah of this dunia ||

quote
"Uttering on your lips that there is no God but Allah and that Muhammad is the Messenger of God is easy. Even believing that is not difficult. Praying five times a day and fasting 30 days or more a year is also not difficult. In fact, it may actually be quite healthy if you are not diabetic or suffer from gastric. And paying a lot of money by way of tithes and by donating to various charities plus going to Mekah every year is also no problem if you are rich. However, beyond this, most Muslims fail miserably."


|| Ya Allah. what am i to do in this state of blur?? masih jahil dengan banyak perkara. Ya Allah, remind me of what i have. remind me that i cannot have them alone. Ya Allah. the faith that i have in me is very little, if at all there is any. it rises and it falls yet it's not increasing. guide me unto the straight path Ya Allah, dont let me go astray... ||

i may not be able to go for jihad in war zones, but i already have a big war here that i almost never win: jihad an-nafs. i have to at least win majority of this daily war if i want to be anywhere near Allah, if i want His Rahmah and Barakah.

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