Aisyo. Bad day.
I left my tag. And it’s one hell of a BIG problem. And I know I am to blame for carelessness, but it is, at this point of time, seems unfair that I caused such a big hassle without me having the intention to.
That tag may look like a simple plain card without any writing and no meaning, but that thing is the key to my access to every part of this office. In the morning it didnt seem to be such a big prob. I said to myself: “ok, this morning I’ll just wait for nadira and go in with her. I’ll ask umi to pass abg naha the tag, and have it sent to me later”
and yes, a tiny bit of that did happen. i did wait up for nadira, went in the office with her. but that's about it, coz when umi called me back, she said the tag was nowhere to be seen. =X dah start panic. could it have been in the car? could it be that they didnt look properly? could i have misplaced it? could i have tercicir-ed it somewhere?
lunch came and it was prayer time. at least there was a stairs leading to the prayer room without having to use the access card. sampai2 dekat tangga, looks like it was hopeless. the tangga was closed. they havent opened it since the previous night i suppose. sheesh. harini jugak nak block the tangga.
huho. anyways, am i that irresponsible? is carelessness something to be blamed for? huhu. or u say that we dont have to blame anyone? things just happen.... we just have to accept things as it is... but if blame is not put on anyone, then most probably it will not be taken as a lesson. if i dont take the blame, i wont be more careful the next time.
? so how? put the blame on me? what's the big deal of putting a blame on someone anyways?
uhuhuhu.... just wanted to share this small piece from a song. it really made me think hard.
but the problem identified is very hard to be corrected. till now, i still take it f-o-r-g-r-a-n-t-e-d. huho. how?
it all actually comes back to me. jihad an-nafs. =X
**she needs strength to go on....**
I left my tag. And it’s one hell of a BIG problem. And I know I am to blame for carelessness, but it is, at this point of time, seems unfair that I caused such a big hassle without me having the intention to.
That tag may look like a simple plain card without any writing and no meaning, but that thing is the key to my access to every part of this office. In the morning it didnt seem to be such a big prob. I said to myself: “ok, this morning I’ll just wait for nadira and go in with her. I’ll ask umi to pass abg naha the tag, and have it sent to me later”
and yes, a tiny bit of that did happen. i did wait up for nadira, went in the office with her. but that's about it, coz when umi called me back, she said the tag was nowhere to be seen. =X dah start panic. could it have been in the car? could it be that they didnt look properly? could i have misplaced it? could i have tercicir-ed it somewhere?
lunch came and it was prayer time. at least there was a stairs leading to the prayer room without having to use the access card. sampai2 dekat tangga, looks like it was hopeless. the tangga was closed. they havent opened it since the previous night i suppose. sheesh. harini jugak nak block the tangga.
huho. anyways, am i that irresponsible? is carelessness something to be blamed for? huhu. or u say that we dont have to blame anyone? things just happen.... we just have to accept things as it is... but if blame is not put on anyone, then most probably it will not be taken as a lesson. if i dont take the blame, i wont be more careful the next time.
? so how? put the blame on me? what's the big deal of putting a blame on someone anyways?
uhuhuhu.... just wanted to share this small piece from a song. it really made me think hard.
Usahlah Engkau Persalahkan Kakimu
Andainya Rebah Di Bumi Mu Sendiri
Mungkinkah Ada Kesilapan Semalam
Lafazkanlah Sejujur Hati
Andainya Rebah Di Bumi Mu Sendiri
Mungkinkah Ada Kesilapan Semalam
Lafazkanlah Sejujur Hati
but the problem identified is very hard to be corrected. till now, i still take it f-o-r-g-r-a-n-t-e-d. huho. how?
it all actually comes back to me. jihad an-nafs. =X
**she needs strength to go on....**
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I FOUND IT!!!!
^__^
subhanallah walhamdulillah wallahuakbar!!
** exactly how terrible i felt when i lost kakak's credit card -__-" **
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