^__^ nela found my tag. =) alhamdulillah. how thankful i was for it. now i know how bad it felt like masa dia ter-misplace credit card. =X
i already submitted a "my IT form" to request for a new tag. it was submitted thru intranet, already approved by the HOD, but they simply cancelled the request.
nela was commenting: mesti awk doa byk2 kan?
hem. ye ke? masa carik2 tu mmg hoping sgt2 that tag tu ada, tapi bila mcm takde sgt2 tu, i forced myself to say: hasbiallah. **note the "force"** i had to keep on assuring myself that He'll help me thru this. that He will give me strength in asking help from others (ye laa... tak sampai 2 minggu kenal dah menyusahkan); that He will replenish me the rizq from elsewhere (the penalty amount IS big, coz my laptop key pun attached kat tag tu).
alhamdulillah.
Allah is enough for us in everything. but we are the ones who forget Him.
In whatever you do today,
Remember that God is beside you.
And whatever comes in your way,
Remember His hand will always guide you.
**
a couple of weeks ago i witnessed an accident. not a major one. not at all. just a scratch on the waja's bumper. tp expression org yg marah tu exaggerates the whole scene. macam langgar yg bumper kemek.
so how did the accident actually happen? peak hour = bad jam. the avanza was trying to get in the lane at the junction, but the lorry tak bagi. both keras kepala. both were very2 close to the waja kat depan. the makcik driving the avanza salah budget kot, then BAM. the people in waja dah pusing belakang.
but b4 anything could happen, another BAM on the waja. that makes it twice. if my eyes did not fail me la.
and yes, that makcik driving the avanza was me. huhuhuhu... an accident not due to negligence or carelessness, but it happened becoz i did not control my ego. the scratch may be sikit, but it had a big impact. it reflected that i am a person with no patience.
the aunty yg marah tu was bising2 about this and that, etc etc, but the only thing that i actually dengar was: "if you were patient, only with a little bit of patience, this whole thing would not have happened"
and so, i gave my ic n hp number. but till today, they never called. everytime my hp rings with an unknown number, terus kecut perut. it's been 2 whole weeks. but by now, i less expect them to call me again, sbb the hit made only a minor scratch. tp tak tau la kalau they still want to claim it. coz they said the waja was a company car...
anyways, whether i have to pay or not matters least. the most important thing is that Allah wanted to remind me that i need to observe my patience. seriously, sebelum ni i never really considered myself as a person with no patience. (even though i've heard that ppl say i get angry quickly. emo). if i benefit from this lesson, it'll worth more than whatever i may have to pay.
becoz sabr is part of iman, and to have it is priceless.
i already submitted a "my IT form" to request for a new tag. it was submitted thru intranet, already approved by the HOD, but they simply cancelled the request.
nela was commenting: mesti awk doa byk2 kan?
hem. ye ke? masa carik2 tu mmg hoping sgt2 that tag tu ada, tapi bila mcm takde sgt2 tu, i forced myself to say: hasbiallah. **note the "force"** i had to keep on assuring myself that He'll help me thru this. that He will give me strength in asking help from others (ye laa... tak sampai 2 minggu kenal dah menyusahkan); that He will replenish me the rizq from elsewhere (the penalty amount IS big, coz my laptop key pun attached kat tag tu).
alhamdulillah.
Allah is enough for us in everything. but we are the ones who forget Him.
In whatever you do today,
Remember that God is beside you.
And whatever comes in your way,
Remember His hand will always guide you.
**
a couple of weeks ago i witnessed an accident. not a major one. not at all. just a scratch on the waja's bumper. tp expression org yg marah tu exaggerates the whole scene. macam langgar yg bumper kemek.
so how did the accident actually happen? peak hour = bad jam. the avanza was trying to get in the lane at the junction, but the lorry tak bagi. both keras kepala. both were very2 close to the waja kat depan. the makcik driving the avanza salah budget kot, then BAM. the people in waja dah pusing belakang.
but b4 anything could happen, another BAM on the waja. that makes it twice. if my eyes did not fail me la.
and yes, that makcik driving the avanza was me. huhuhuhu... an accident not due to negligence or carelessness, but it happened becoz i did not control my ego. the scratch may be sikit, but it had a big impact. it reflected that i am a person with no patience.
the aunty yg marah tu was bising2 about this and that, etc etc, but the only thing that i actually dengar was: "if you were patient, only with a little bit of patience, this whole thing would not have happened"
and so, i gave my ic n hp number. but till today, they never called. everytime my hp rings with an unknown number, terus kecut perut. it's been 2 whole weeks. but by now, i less expect them to call me again, sbb the hit made only a minor scratch. tp tak tau la kalau they still want to claim it. coz they said the waja was a company car...
anyways, whether i have to pay or not matters least. the most important thing is that Allah wanted to remind me that i need to observe my patience. seriously, sebelum ni i never really considered myself as a person with no patience. (even though i've heard that ppl say i get angry quickly. emo). if i benefit from this lesson, it'll worth more than whatever i may have to pay.
becoz sabr is part of iman, and to have it is priceless.
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