financing insanity

uhuh. p4 really = toughest paper. oh god.

but he got it thru fine on first attempt, so i can do it too right?

mr CZT's advice: " once a goal is set, that is to pass the paper, never turn it down halfway through"

that was exactly what i thought when he "suggested" that we drop p4 and go for other option papers coz the paper is insanely tough. i mean, can u imagine. a lecturer. suggesting to students to drop his paper coz it's too tough? haisyo. but that time, i told myself, i can pass whatever papers i attempt on the first sitting - with smart and hard work and lots and lots and lots of dua.

on second thought, maybe he thought it was only worth teaching students who actually have determination. and maybe he doesnt want students who dont try hard enough waste their time..

but now, 3 weeks from the exam day, i dont even know how to start a question. i do understand the syllabus, but i cant seem to start. i dont seem to know how to even draft the answers. the requirement is VERY simple. it says "discuss whether or not it is financially viable to undertake the project" and gives u 30 big fat marks for that.

the problem is, i am not in a worried mood. which would mean i do not take practice plans seriously. but the thing is, i do not want to panic, coz if i do, then nothing will ever go into the head. but if i dont, then there will be insufficient practice.

amayamayamayi mudayok!


oops. sorry. i have suddenly geared into the not-so-sane mood.

i bet nela will laugh her head off reading this.


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p/s: to those who may want to know, the quote is actually from ampamman and baikimmum cartoon i used to watch last time ^__^ tried to search for the image, but couldnt find any :( dont ask me what it means. i dont understand it either =p