cant seem to find words...
i have never been good with words, but -
it's becoming really weird lately. i've got loads of thoughts that needs to be put down, but they dont want to come out. and it keeps on circling in my mind - till i cant dive deep into p4 or p5.
my brain couldnt function properly when i was having a talk over some stuff with AH. usually our talks would go on forever, but the last one died away in no time, and that was because i couldnt put my words into sentences.
and it took me ages to reply msgs on ym or msn. i knew what to reply, but i kept on hitting the backspace deleting the whole sentence, and retyping them again. and again. and again.
so what am i going to write today?
nothing. but i need to find another way out. coz my head is screaming from thinking too much. assessing and re-assessing it. maybe i should shut it out for a while. coz i really need to concentrate on p4 and p5. finals are coming up in 2 days.
the problem is, i dont know how to shut it out. =X
Ya Allah, please give me strength to face this test. i knew it will come someday - but i have never thought it would affect me this bad. ~~
huho. at least my appetite is almost going back to the usual 5 times a day meal ^__^
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