title yg mcm sama tapi lain? but it means the opposite! :)
well. forget about the previous post. i got over that. already. and that was um. an hour ago? but anyways. here i am. again. on the net.
ok. i'll tell u why i WAS damn stressed and pissed off - this morning.
first : my subuh was a real 'gajah'. slept in late last night. auto alarm did not work. manual alarm i.e hp was out of batt. so of course the syaitans were happily 'flying' around me. auzhubillah.
second : i stepped into my room, i immediately knew it rained outside last night. why u ask? becoz it was raining in my room too. literally raining in my room. for the SECOND time. geesh. first time = no stress. it was something totally out of my hands. our hands. (i was totally NORMAL, except the part that i ate maggi, 2 eggs and roti for dinner). purposely waited for it to happen the second time? hem, different ppl think differently? definitely.
third : i was directed to do things. sheesh. i have plans of my own! it's real annoying when other people think that your stuff doesnt matter, and it's not important enough that it can be discarded and replaced at any given moment.
but of course. when the rationalising part comes, things are not as it seems. not at all. they never think that your stuff does not matter or important enough. it's just that other matters are also important that flexibility needs to be exercised. FLEXIBILITY. its all they ask.
well. forget about the previous post. i got over that. already. and that was um. an hour ago? but anyways. here i am. again. on the net.
ok. i'll tell u why i WAS damn stressed and pissed off - this morning.
first : my subuh was a real 'gajah'. slept in late last night. auto alarm did not work. manual alarm i.e hp was out of batt. so of course the syaitans were happily 'flying' around me. auzhubillah.
second : i stepped into my room, i immediately knew it rained outside last night. why u ask? becoz it was raining in my room too. literally raining in my room. for the SECOND time. geesh. first time = no stress. it was something totally out of my hands. our hands. (i was totally NORMAL, except the part that i ate maggi, 2 eggs and roti for dinner). purposely waited for it to happen the second time? hem, different ppl think differently? definitely.
third : i was directed to do things. sheesh. i have plans of my own! it's real annoying when other people think that your stuff doesnt matter, and it's not important enough that it can be discarded and replaced at any given moment.
but of course. when the rationalising part comes, things are not as it seems. not at all. they never think that your stuff does not matter or important enough. it's just that other matters are also important that flexibility needs to be exercised. FLEXIBILITY. its all they ask.
:: i'm a teenager stiLL, so pardon me for the highs and lows.
nyaha *with a big grin* =p ::
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