there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 u.

he said three words. that's all it takes to create a phobia in me.

it's because it's from him, and it's those 3 words, and it's because i believed its true.

and to tell you frankly, i have not gotten over it still, after almost 4 years i think. it affected how i planned my day, how i responded to others, how i presented myself to others - in a somewhat negative way.

i hated him for stabbing my heart, wounding it. blood was flowing non-stop, clogging things as times goes by. now the wound has partially healed, but if you press it even slightly, i could be screaming my lungs out.

BUT today, i silently thank him. for if it was not for he and those three words, i would not have been here, where i am today. the fact that he said it casually and effortlessly somewhat toned things down, on second thought.

i know the negative effects are major, but that can be mended over time, insyaAllah - change that negative energy into a positive one, and use it as i had unconsciously done before.

|| it it the sweetness of life
that make you become a loving person;
it is the hardships of life
that make you become a stronger person;
so thank Allah for all that He has given you ||

(p/s: the 3 words has got nothing to do with the title. =p nope. not ILU or IHU. dont get me wrong. if they were either of this two, it wouldnt have affected me. not at all :)