office politics.
after 3 months being here, the whole thing is much much clearer, and at the same time much much worse. the outcome of appraisal exercise last 2 weeks was the root cause of things messing up even more i should say, with the presence of us 3 newbies not helping the situation heal at all - in fact - it may have made it a degree worse, but at the same time it have kept things to not go 360 degrees out of place.
thus, all the more reason for me to keep on reminding myself my objective of being here - while some others keep on asking themselves wHy are they here?
as a newbie, i was caught in between two choices distinctly offered. but alas, i decided to go for a third. my reason of existence here prevails all, thus i cannot help but reject the first choice. the second? it seemed unwise to totally jump out of it, for it will very much have a bearing on my survival - what more as a newbie. plus, the last thing i want to happen is having to go to work stressed.
people may say those on the fence are the first to be shot, but i'll turn around and say "why on earth do you sit obviously on the fence??! sit beside the fence, of even lie down beside it lah. people wont aim for the ground. they want it to go over the fence.
and i say that if you really dont want to take either side of the fence, dig a hole in the ground, sit quietly under the fence. it'll require some work, but in certain situations, it'll be all worth it.
after 3 months being here, the whole thing is much much clearer, and at the same time much much worse. the outcome of appraisal exercise last 2 weeks was the root cause of things messing up even more i should say, with the presence of us 3 newbies not helping the situation heal at all - in fact - it may have made it a degree worse, but at the same time it have kept things to not go 360 degrees out of place.
thus, all the more reason for me to keep on reminding myself my objective of being here - while some others keep on asking themselves wHy are they here?
as a newbie, i was caught in between two choices distinctly offered. but alas, i decided to go for a third. my reason of existence here prevails all, thus i cannot help but reject the first choice. the second? it seemed unwise to totally jump out of it, for it will very much have a bearing on my survival - what more as a newbie. plus, the last thing i want to happen is having to go to work stressed.
people may say those on the fence are the first to be shot, but i'll turn around and say "why on earth do you sit obviously on the fence??! sit beside the fence, of even lie down beside it lah. people wont aim for the ground. they want it to go over the fence.
and i say that if you really dont want to take either side of the fence, dig a hole in the ground, sit quietly under the fence. it'll require some work, but in certain situations, it'll be all worth it.
dont say i'm a coward hiding away,
not tackling the situation head on.
this is my way of dealing with the situation
and i feel, at this point, it is the best.
as some already know,
this whole thing isnt permanent - for me.
not tackling the situation head on.
this is my way of dealing with the situation
and i feel, at this point, it is the best.
as some already know,
this whole thing isnt permanent - for me.
dont say i'm not bold enough to voice out my thoughts
for at this point of time,
it is better to keep quiet than to voice them.
plus, my thoughts arent as infected as yours,
and i would try to keep it that way.
so there's not much to voice out anyways,
except to say nothing but the truth that is not exaggerated.
i have an objective, and i will do all it takes to achieve it.
by hook or by crook, i will leave with something valuable in me.
i will make sure of that.
for at this point of time,
it is better to keep quiet than to voice them.
plus, my thoughts arent as infected as yours,
and i would try to keep it that way.
so there's not much to voice out anyways,
except to say nothing but the truth that is not exaggerated.
i have an objective, and i will do all it takes to achieve it.
by hook or by crook, i will leave with something valuable in me.
i will make sure of that.
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i can only smile.. :D
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