it's just a little past 2am, and after tossing and turning but still unable to sleep, i decided to finish up some freelance accounts work. but alas, here i am, blogging.
anyways, here are some updates for those who actually bother the existence of this blog :p
well, well, well. since i spend more than half of my time in office, let's start with that. erm. i'd say that my potential is currently literally being squeezed. but since the day i voiced my side of the story, things have seemed to tone down.
people say office politics are everywhere, SK survived the whole time in office ignoring it. i am trying my mighty best to do the same. whenever anything "controversial" is voiced, i'd just say to myself: WHATEVER. sometimes explicitly to everyone, sometimes just an inner voice. although i'm only 'half surviving', there's one thing i know for sure. i will prove certain people in the past wrong, for they have pre-judged me not being able to cope with stress in office well. i amso totally gonna prove him wrong! but one thing i am trying to remind myself, over and over again : do not complain.
oh btw, we had a bowling competition the other day, and it was totally horrible. my bowling skills i mean. heheh. i thought of uploading some pictures, but my harddrive isnt connected, so nah, definitely not now. em. did i even mention that i am on the sports club committee? i was almost kicked out for not being totally participative, but i'm not sure whether it was just because our president was just too pissed/stressed that day. lol.
enough of office. AK sms-ed me the other day about a short-trip to janda baik. first thought: janda baik again??? fyi, we iic a.k.a adni students have been going there like since, um, forever? wadi H to be more exact. but on second thought, this coming trip might still be a worthy one. After all, it's not the same organiser, nor is it going to be wadi H. i went for a YMP camp sometime back, and it was still amazing despite it being in janda baik. so i'd still consider going for the trip. moral of the story : it's not totally about the place. it's more about the people.
like the other day when we went to PD. and so you'd say : PD? takde tempat lain ke? but that would be so wrong, coz we had a great time! it was less funny becoz NA wasnt around though. so yeah, it's more of the people than the place :) i'm sure we wouldnt be able to stop laughing if we had another round of 'espanyola'!
i've been wondering since the other day. what kind of person would someone be if that person knows malay, english, arabic and french. i know you cant' judge 100%, but i'm sure it does give hints of the mentality of those exposed to that sort of education. but then again, it'll be totally the end of story if i'm never meant to meet her again. she was awesome, but at the same time scary somehow. still consoling myself to have no regrets, coz it is not for me to decide.
can't wait for june/end-of-june to come. well, i'm basically waiting for an email of glad tidings :) the last time i've anticipated so much from something was beijing. but this time around, it's a different sort of anticipation. i've done all i can, and now i leave them in God's hand. whatever the outcome is, i know it is for the best. for the deen in me. insyaAllah.
o.u.t
anyways, here are some updates for those who actually bother the existence of this blog :p
well, well, well. since i spend more than half of my time in office, let's start with that. erm. i'd say that my potential is currently literally being squeezed. but since the day i voiced my side of the story, things have seemed to tone down.
people say office politics are everywhere, SK survived the whole time in office ignoring it. i am trying my mighty best to do the same. whenever anything "controversial" is voiced, i'd just say to myself: WHATEVER. sometimes explicitly to everyone, sometimes just an inner voice. although i'm only 'half surviving', there's one thing i know for sure. i will prove certain people in the past wrong, for they have pre-judged me not being able to cope with stress in office well. i am
oh btw, we had a bowling competition the other day, and it was totally horrible. my bowling skills i mean. heheh. i thought of uploading some pictures, but my harddrive isnt connected, so nah, definitely not now. em. did i even mention that i am on the sports club committee? i was almost kicked out for not being totally participative, but i'm not sure whether it was just because our president was just too pissed/stressed that day. lol.
enough of office. AK sms-ed me the other day about a short-trip to janda baik. first thought: janda baik again??? fyi, we iic a.k.a adni students have been going there like since, um, forever? wadi H to be more exact. but on second thought, this coming trip might still be a worthy one. After all, it's not the same organiser, nor is it going to be wadi H. i went for a YMP camp sometime back, and it was still amazing despite it being in janda baik. so i'd still consider going for the trip. moral of the story : it's not totally about the place. it's more about the people.
like the other day when we went to PD. and so you'd say : PD? takde tempat lain ke? but that would be so wrong, coz we had a great time! it was less funny becoz NA wasnt around though. so yeah, it's more of the people than the place :) i'm sure we wouldnt be able to stop laughing if we had another round of 'espanyola'!
i've been wondering since the other day. what kind of person would someone be if that person knows malay, english, arabic and french. i know you cant' judge 100%, but i'm sure it does give hints of the mentality of those exposed to that sort of education. but then again, it'll be totally the end of story if i'm never meant to meet her again. she was awesome, but at the same time scary somehow. still consoling myself to have no regrets, coz it is not for me to decide.
can't wait for june/end-of-june to come. well, i'm basically waiting for an email of glad tidings :) the last time i've anticipated so much from something was beijing. but this time around, it's a different sort of anticipation. i've done all i can, and now i leave them in God's hand. whatever the outcome is, i know it is for the best. for the deen in me. insyaAllah.
o.u.t
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